I am far from perfect. I have many flaws. Imperfections is the new perfection! No matter how curvy you are or tiny you are, your beautiful. No woman should feel she has to be a certain size in order to feel beautiful. For years I was so hard on myself wanting to be a smaller size in order to feel beautiful. Physically its impossible for me to be a size 0, 2, 4, etc. My bone structure will never allow me. I would beat myself up by doing all sorts of crazy diets, only to drive myself crazy. I am becoming more and more comfortable in my skin, and I wouldn’t want to change my size. Now my thought process is I want to be healthy and happy. I love myself down to my very bones. I fluctuate in weight. For the longest time I determined my happiness on that stupid number. Now that is sad!!! I fluctuate between 131 to 145. I weighed the most in my Playboy days. The message I want to send out there to women of all ages. Your beautiful!!! What you think might be unattractive is the very thing that makes you, you. Fuck the number on the scale, screw what society considers the size women should be, embrace the very body you have. The goal should be in my opinion: being healthy and happy.